Many of you know that I had a Pet Scan last week and I received the results on Monday evening. The news is good but before I share let me just say that I am humbled by the Power of God and your prayers for I believe from my core that this is, in fact a miracle!
I prayed on Sunday, the day before receiving my results that I would gain guidance from God as I felt momentum drifting. I don't mean the prayer for me personally but we all know how hard it is to keep these reminders as to how precious our lives are in front of us. If you remember, that was one of my greatest fears in heading back to work is that I/we would forget how scarey and sudden this was. I have not forgotten for it is happening to me but I recently heard someone talking about this very thing in relation to the shootings in Tucson.
I believe that God answered my prayer with this miraculous news. My bone lesions appear to be going away! This is unheard of in relation to my disease! I struggle with the why's as I have many friends and people that I have met who are praying for these same results. I guess we can never know why I am having this blessing but I am grateful, just as I have been grateful for having been diagnosed with cancer.
My life will never be the same and I am blessed because I will NEVER forget what is important and to live each day as though it was my last. I never prayed to not have cancer or to be healed as I know that it will be something else down the road. I only pray to live each day I am given in a way that strengthens my connection with the father, son and holy spirit.
I have learned so much and have so much more to learn! Thanks to all of you for your prayers and spiritual guidance as I build my knowledge of how to serve others. The community of God is strong and I believe in all that he does to build that kingdom. Please continue to hold me in your prayers as you lifted me to a place where I pray to stay forever! I love you all! Susan